Between the Earth and the Stars

So this POS was my first RP post on pokemonopal ...

I'm not kidding, it was all I could come up with.
Well, technically, I've got another thing for that chara's blog,
but still...
(I redid it, it's not quite so stupid)

I am so full of FAIL today.

*sob*

No kidding, I started crying at dinner with my friend and his wife, because they were picking fun at me. It went to me not having a guy....and yeah.
Although my mom asked later what was wrong, and it's like, "just angsting over not having a man", she kind of smiled and rolled her eyes.
I'd just like to have a husband and older kids before the apocalypse.
Is that too much to ask?

Also, we have concluded that while I have a 14-15 in my intelligence score (aka 140-150 IQ), my Self-confidence score is, like, a 3.
UGH WHY THE HELL AM I SO WANGSTY LATELY?!?!
The Great Spock: Use Logic.
me: D: Logic no worky!

I'm a real piece of work, aren't I?

EVEN LIL SEREN IS DISTRAUGHT. D:



I'm going to go play LeafGreen and go to bed... maybe the wangst will go away some in the morning while I'm getting ready for the Senior pictures (OMB) on Monday. I have to wax and color and check makeup and jewelry...
I'M GOING TO BED BEFORE I THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE GOODNIGHT

P.S. Wordsnatcher you should totally join the RP. Seriously, I think it's going to be a lot of fun even with my EPIC FAIL RPing skills. There's several people on already...

So I was in my first LOTRO raid in awhile a few hours ago, against the Turtle (A GIANT TURTLE IN MORIA =O), and, even though I've been in about 5 times, WE NEVER WIN! WTF is up with that? I know I'm doing MY job (healing the losers in front), but why can't we kill the MFer?! 
IT'S A GIANT TURTLE FOR BOB'S SAKE!!!!!
I will make you into turtle soup, you stupid animal!
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Anyway, Daddy's got his surgery tomorrow, and I've got my Endo appointment around the time he gets out...let's see how bad my body's doing! =D
I just hope they're able to get the damn stones out this time >_< Please Lord let them get them out...

I can't say I'm really working on anything at the moment. I'm having to move my files back to the laptop, sort them out a little. I've got sooo many projects:
Rewriting Sinful Rose, Crimson King
Writing Poison/Medicine
Writing Zel/Wordsnatcher's fic (I promise it'll get written, hon, but it is slow in coming together in me poor brain...Gomen nasai)
Maybe a MST3K style fic of some TR members reviewing/playing the drinking game to The Eye of Argon...

Possible preview?:
"Only after you have kissed the fleeting stead of death, wretch!" returned Grignr.

Giovanni: "stead"? How the hell do you kiss a "stead"? I know what that word means...that's not it. *drinks because of the "misused words" rule*
Meowth: 'ow many sentences are we inta this ting?
Giovanni: Seven.
James: "Returned"? Can't they just say "parried" or, oh I don't know, "SAID"?
Seren: Why does everyone think that word needs replacing?
Jessie: This guy's worse than GxS...

A sweeping blade of flashing steel riveted from the massive barbarians hide enameled shield

Seren: Wait....hide enameled shield... *downs a large glass* that doesn't...tha...that's not how enamel works! It doesn't make sense!
Jessie: Aren't you asking a bit much for this to "Make sense", ma'am?
Seren: Gears...slipping....intelligence...falling....*stares blankly off into space*
Giovanni: I do believe you killed the hamster in there. I'm not sure whether to congratulate you or fire you.

sending a steel shod blade to the hilt into the soldiers vital organs.

James: No! I just had those pipes restored! We won't be able to use them for Madame Rocket's Brain hamster's funeral dirge!
Giovanni: It's not dead yet!
...
as he faced the attack of the defeated soldier's fellow in arms. "Damn you, barbarian" Shrieked the soldier

James: "He died as he lived, draped in the arms of another man..." *sees The Boss biting his lip* What?
Giovanni: *under breath* Must. not. make. joke...
Jessie: What sort of guy shri... *looks at James* never mind.
James: Hey!
~~~

I have no idea if that was any good, I was coming with what came to mind...  :/ Thoughts?

Alright, it's almost 3, I'm going to watch some of the My Immortal reading on TGWTG ("What the hell are you doing you motherfukers!?!" `Dumblydore) and then I must be off to bed... Night!

So I just got out of Math class (which they now require us to take come in for [at least we get 10 points extra on packets]), after getting here at 9:15 after getting up at 8:05 after getting less than 3 hours sleep because my body wouldn't tip over already...
Ugh, I'm tired...

The amazing Wordsnatcher and I are corresponding right now as she helps me rewrite Sinful Rose, Crimson King. I'm still working through some plot stuff on CK, but hopefully I'll start rewriting soon... I had to create a new document, it's going to be so different than the original. Plus I wanted to keep the original as a momento of my first NaNoWriMo win.

I'll post more later, since I need to go home now...

Later!
*jams to Crimson King as she drives off*

GxS