2010-02-15

lil_rebbitzen: (elrond)
So I was really wanting to post my Valentine's Day fic ON Valentine's Day. Looks like that didn't happen...
To be fair, I was trying to get it out, but my brain kept stumbling along like a zombie and wasn't sure what to write sometimes.

I also was reading something [livejournal.com profile] blackjackrocket posted, and after some back and forth, my emotions suddenly went on a rant about the psychologically abuse I suffered through most of my school years. So that kind of triggered a mini-break down :/
Not her fault, of course, if anyone's fault it would be my own for not being more careful as I wrote.

So, I'll see if I can kick it out later today. I really will try. And I'll even try to make it good (no telling if I will succeed).
But for now, I need to relax with Leaf Green and go to sleep- breakdowns completely drain my energy.

Night!
lil_rebbitzen: (delicious)
So I felt distinctly unfabulous unromantic today, so I'm afraid the VDay fic will have to wait.
In fact, I felt downright shitty and bitter today.
I guess it has to do with last night and thinking about my childhood and talking about it with [livejournal.com profile] blackjackrocket . Then I was at the store, realized I didn't get anything for Valentine's Day (I did but didn't realize it), and picked myself up some strawberries covered in chocolate...and then it hit me that my mother was not only married by my age, but probably pregnant with me...
So yeah. Cue bitterness.
EDIT: Damn, I just realized I've kind of been selfish and a bitch today... *apologies to EVERYONE*

So, while I'm posting a story, it's...well, it technically a romance, but mostly a drama/angst.
I've actually been meaning to refer to this event at some point...
It isn't very well written, IMHO, but hopefully you'll like it a little.
So, here's the story:

Title: Letting go
Characters: Gavriel and Dvorah Awres, Seren, Giovanni, G&S's kids
Genre: Romance/drama/angst
Notes: Actually goes along with the VDay fic I'll post later, when I can manage it
Mia Stella- "My star" in Italian
Neshama- "My soul" in Hebrew
Ema- "mother" in Hebrew, but also can indicate a grandmother or mother-figure

Summary: An extremely shortened version of two people dealing with pain.
Happens between Madame Boss’s sentencing in Bare, and his taking over Team Rocket in the same story.
Part two occurs a few years in the future (so they’re in their early 40s, probably 42 to be exact)


"Have you ever considered just...letting go?" )

Story notes )
And now that that's posted, I'm going to go eat something, now that I feel better.
Hope you like!

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