Ugh, I fail at the RP

[lil_rebbitzen]

So this POS was my first RP post on pokemonopal ...

I'm not kidding, it was all I could come up with.
Well, technically, I've got another thing for that chara's blog,
but still...
(I redid it, it's not quite so stupid)

I am so full of FAIL today.

*sob*

No kidding, I started crying at dinner with my friend and his wife, because they were picking fun at me. It went to me not having a guy....and yeah.
Although my mom asked later what was wrong, and it's like, "just angsting over not having a man", she kind of smiled and rolled her eyes.
I'd just like to have a husband and older kids before the apocalypse.
Is that too much to ask?

Also, we have concluded that while I have a 14-15 in my intelligence score (aka 140-150 IQ), my Self-confidence score is, like, a 3.
UGH WHY THE HELL AM I SO WANGSTY LATELY?!?!
The Great Spock: Use Logic.
me: D: Logic no worky!

I'm a real piece of work, aren't I?

EVEN LIL SEREN IS DISTRAUGHT. D:



I'm going to go play LeafGreen and go to bed... maybe the wangst will go away some in the morning while I'm getting ready for the Senior pictures (OMB) on Monday. I have to wax and color and check makeup and jewelry...
I'M GOING TO BED BEFORE I THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE GOODNIGHT

P.S. Wordsnatcher you should totally join the RP. Seriously, I think it's going to be a lot of fun even with my EPIC FAIL RPing skills. There's several people on already...

Comments

[lil-rebbitzen.livejournal.com]

Hmph, congrats. You had more friends then than I did for the entirety of ES/MS.
No, seriously.

The only friends I made for years were older than me by several years,sometimes a decade or two. Guess it's because I've usually been more mature, mentally and spiritually speaking.

Of course, all of the above was probably brought on my having my formative years in Saudi Arabia, and then having to deal with the culture here... especially when it comes to kids. Talk about culture shock... >_