I only started research because I have dissociation issues on my own (not DID though) and stumbled upon it, there are a lot of good resources online.

I've basically been reading about it for a year or two now. it will be undoubtedly difficult to pull off but at least it gives me something to do.

I actually wanted to buy some books but I fear judgment to a ridiculous extent. my step-dad already made a comment along the lines that "your problem is our sanity" which I am assuming he meant a lack thereof but then again that could have been related to one of the priests he watches on TV where all the crazy people were sent by the devil and ugh... every time I see him I wish I could punch through the TV.