I do, in fact, live, x_x
I really should post more...
Sorry it's been so long...between RP and life it's been weird this summer...
First off, I should finally be posting a Pimping Post for a friend of mine who does a comic soon. I am so sorry Sweetie ;3; We've got what we need to make the post, though...just gotta do it (which will be right after I do so RL things tonight).
Geez I don't even know what to say :| Well, I'm trying to get into a Community College, and praying that I do. Just went down there with mom today, and I have to take the COMPASS exam Wednesday morning. :o ombombomb kind of nervous.
Speaking of that, I'm in a class for my anixety finally. Or how to manage it better. It. Sort of helps.Might help more if I did the exercises.
Figures I can't think of what to write ;3;
So, um...I'll try to get that post up tonight, and I'll try to post more often. and occasionally regale you with RP tales. And maybe get back on the fanfic bandwagon. Meybeh.
First off, I apologize for not posting much...like in a month ;-; I have both been completely addicted to SBG and its chat, and also busy with school before I was to graduate...
well...that last one is no longer an issue...
I GRADUATED WITH HONORS THURSDAY! \o/
I TURNED 21 TODAY! \o/
I'M GOING TO THE MOUNTAINS SUNDAY! \o/
Okay I'm done spamming the large text option. :)
This week was crazy busy, but It's been good. I ended the semester on all A's, and since I got Honors (top 20%), it can be assumed my GPA is pretty high. So I'm quite happy about that.
I...can't really say much else on stuff cause nothing else has happened really. The past month was spent working my ass off on school and stress releasing with SBG. That's really it... O_o
Speaking of SBG..it's gotten weird. First off, not long after I posted that, Giovanni was attacked in the City, and was put in the hospital with a major concussion. Now, concussions can make the personality "freak out" and cause it and the moods to swing around like a tether ball. Keep that in mind for this next part.
As you may know, blackjackrocket is the Cyrus player, and I mentioned Giovanni and he were getting along...
Not anymore. Cyrus made the mistake of egging on a student that Giovanni had started thinking of as a daughter. Unfortunately for him, Giovanni saw this and got pissed as hell. Now, normally, he would have merely gone over and talked to him and played the passive-aggresive card. Due to either HOW pissed off he was, or the concussion screwing with his emotions, Cyrus got his ass handed to him by Vanni-kun. Yay. Now Cyrus sees him as an enemy, which he would have soon anyway if he didn't already, and Giovanni is doing a few things to throw him off...like this (last tag by Giovanni in the Cyrus thread; requires being a member of Dear_mun to view?). Sadly it's not game canon, though we keep joking about Cyrus/Giovanni (hell no). Also, the student that Cyrus egged on and who was his star pupil? She's dropping Cyrus' class in favor of Giovanni's. Yeah!
I swear, Giovanni+Voile is the cutest friendship ever, right next to Mac+Giovanni.
Non-Cyrus-wise, Giovanni and Silver have met...and it didn't turn out well. Mac had to come by and talk Giovanni out of almost suicidal depression...
;3; Vanni, don't be sad, it'll be okay..
Right now, the main threads are the teacher's trip, where Giovanni made friend's with Uxie, and is currently trying to prank Cyrus, and also my latest entry where Giovanni is announcing he has to go to Viridian to take care of his dad for a bit. And Voile and Vanni on a mountain.
Oh...and if someone wants to get me something for birthday/graduation...a paid account for breaks_ground would be completely awesome...I need one so badly to edit and for userpics orz
I'll post some more later, after I get all the links, but I have dinner to attend~
Post more later!
So this month is super special fudge coated busy. SOOOO many things going on:
17: Oh boy, a Psych appointment... I get to pay money for a guy to write me a voucher for meds. O_o
Same week: Math Midterm?
Buys busy little Cassa...
Got permission for squirt to go with me, now to see if we can get the costumes together...
Hoping to collab with wordsnatcher and make a long fic about The War. What is The War? Sorry, you'll have to wait to find out :)
Funny, I was actually thinking about starting to concentrate more on long fic, since my stuff spans a good amount of time, normally, but not so much a oneshot is needed. Nothing wrong with those, but I'm no WS. I just seem better at Long!fic than the other.
In fact, quality with me could be linked with length. My best oneshot IMO is Bare. It's at least 3k. Illness was around 7k, and is my only one that isn't a super shortened one, probably. SRCK is over 52k together, but I just had some ideas for CK, which actually pull some threads together. Hm...
4 DAYS TO HGSS BLISS!
That is all I can think of. Stupid tired brain.
I need to go work on the cover for Mike, and then some homework, and then I'm going to bed.
Hopefully Mom and Andy and I can go to the Mall to get him a shirt, and we can look for some cheap pants too. Hm, while I'm at it, I need to pick up some temp red hair dye to brighten my auburn...
And hopefully that Ryoga piggy is still at PicaPica...
Secondly, I finally made it out of Mt. Moon after 12 hours of gameplay.
I WAS LEVELING MY POKES, I most certainly did not get lost in the new design... no siree, I did not.
Not at all...
On the plus side, I'm about to have me an Ivysaur. W00t W00t!
I'm pretty happy to find all these RPs lately. I'm going to try out eksperimentis next. Basically, all the Pokemon turned into humans...sort of. You know, like Gijinkas.
This is quite possibly the most awesome RP idea ever.
I think I'm going to RP as Ayah, Seren's Fearow, or maybe a Persian.
Cause I can.
That's all for now. I'll try to post later regarding Purim coming up.
Haha, my mom noticed it at PicaPica (one of the Japanese/Korean stores in Discover Mills mall) and she said, "Aw, it looks
I'm like, "yeah, it's a Piplup."
"Wasn't that on Pokemon?"
"...It's still kind of cute."
So Andy and I talked her into letting us get a hat each (He got a Goomba, I got Piplup), since they were on sale.I also picked up some hair accessories: Some hair ties... (I think Hello Kitty? *shuffles around in bag*) Yeah, some cute HK hair bands, a pretty pair of orange flower hair clip/pins (they sort of remind me of Orihime's blue hair clips), a nice pair of chopsticks, and some orange Japanese soda. You know, the type you have to force the ball into the bottle?
And I kind of promised one woman I'd try to stop by her shop whenever I'm in the area (She offers reward points w00t!)...
Which means everything I got was connected to Japan/China somehow.
So yeah, I'm going back into geek mode. Oh well, I can deal with that. Better than being depressed, eh?
Oh that note, I think I'm downgrading from "obsessed" to hobby on my stories, but that could be the depression flaring up and talking. Gahhhhh...
Although I'm really liking RP stuff now. Hahaha. I think I'll try out SG soon, maybe play as Silver, or maybe Gio... I hear they need a gym teacher. (Holy crap, I think a million voices cried out in terror at the thought of Giovanni being a gym teacher... XD)
But yeah, keep me in your thoughts, and let's pray/hope/send good thoughts/whatever the depression doesn't get as bad as it got when I was 15, plzkthnx. I really don't want to go suicidal again ;_; It's not like I have a real reason to, but unfortunately...depression has a way of making mountains outta molehills. Hell, I'm having to bat back the "I wanna hubby!" wangst, because I think that might be a depression trigger. I mean, it's not like I'm not fairly attractive (YourMileageMayVary, but I'm not ugly), so maybe I'm just not ready for a relationship yet, and that's God's way of helping me grow (the depression part is all me, though, because I have a Self Confidence score of 3 :P)
Besides, I figure all the people telling me I'm a sweet girl means something (unless of course they're just being nicSHUT UP BRAIN!) or another. Hm, well, I've got some opportunities to meet guys coming up, anyway.
Upcoming stuff I REALLY WANT TO GO TO:
Momocon!: Oh gosh, it'll be my first convention sdjafjakkjf I'm so excited! I don't have a costume or anything, so I'll probably just go as a Pokemon Trainer XD (Jeans, check. Sneakers, check. Awesome hat [Piplup or Giovanni style fedora(HELLYEAH)], check! Backpack, check! Random Pokemon stuff, check! Hell, I think I even have some of those old Pokeball toys lying around...And I think I can find my plushies....
Of course, I could go as a female Silver... (SHUT UP. I'm redheaded, got the jacket... Hm, need a Gen2 starter plush...)
So whatcha ya'll think? Normal trainer, cool trainer (If I can find my boots and leather trench and hat, I can pull it off...I hope), or Female Silver?
(If I had more time and balls, I'd make an Athena outfit)
Next, there's YMJA Youth retreat in April. It's just an over-the-weekend thing, but I want to go pretty bad. I haven't done a youth outing in forever... and I can meet some cute Jewish boys! :)
And finally, if I get on the list (PLEASE G-D), there's a chance I can go on a FREE TRIP TO ISRAEL!!! UGH, I wanna go like burning!
Hm, that's all I can think of for now... except for the fact I have math class tomorrow (;_;)
I'll try to get some pics of the stuff, especially the shirt and Piplup hat, so stay tuned! ^_^
EDIT: Oh, and at the store I promised the lady I'd pop back by, there was this weird wallet...It had a woman kicking a guy giving her flowers, and it was orange and had a "R" on the back, styled like the Team Rocket one... I have no idea what it's from, but I think I need to pick it up... (If I have it if I go as Silver, i can say it's my mom kicking Dad (Gio) or something :P it sounded good at the time, okay?)
[ ☆ ] you love hoodies
[ ☆ ] you love jeans
[☆ ] dogs are better than cats
[ ☆] sometimes its hilarious when people get hurt
[ ☆ ] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ☆ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX 360
[ ☆ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ☆ ] you own/owned a DS, PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[ ] gory movies are cool
[ ☆] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ☆ ] you used to collect yugioh, pokemon, or sports cards
[ ] you like wearing sweatpants
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[ ☆ ] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ☆ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[ ] you like to fish
TOTAL = 12
YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[ ☆] you like to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[ ☆ ] you like going to the mall
[☆ ] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[☆ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[☆ ] it takes you around an hour or longer to shower and get dressed
[ ☆ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[☆ ] you care about what you look like
[☆ ] you like wearing dresses/skirts when you can
[ ☆ ] you wear body spray/perfume
[ ☆] you constantly say "like" (only when describing what someone said...)
[ ] you like to wear high heel shoes
[☆ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors
Man, I'm slightly more girly than the theindigokid ...
But I don't want to be very girly ;_;
In other news, I've been tagged as 'eligible' on my application to go to Israel for free this summer. Unfortunately, Ezra USA already has a waiting list...
*prays she gets to go*
If nothing else, I'll apply through a few different places...
Also, I have a frakking awesome new userpic. *dance dance* You can't deny those two are delicious.
GIOVANNI IN FLUFFY SHIRT FTW!
Okay, I'll stop now :)
Aw man, I just remembered I gotta go to the orthodontist tomorrow...
;_; I hate ortho appointments...
Alright, that's all for now. I'm off to take my shower-a-day (I'm horribly OCD about that...)
Just call me Hannelore! :)
I'm not kidding, it was all I could come up with.
(I redid it, it's not quite so stupid)
I am so full of FAIL today.
No kidding, I started crying at dinner with my friend and his wife, because they were picking fun at me. It went to me not having a guy....and yeah.
Although my mom asked later what was wrong, and it's like, "just angsting over not having a man", she kind of smiled and rolled her eyes.
I'd just like to have a husband and older kids before the apocalypse.
Is that too much to ask?
Also, we have concluded that while I have a 14-15 in my intelligence score (aka 140-150 IQ), my Self-confidence score is, like, a 3.
UGH WHY THE HELL AM I SO WANGSTY LATELY?!?!
The Great Spock: Use Logic.
me: D: Logic no worky!
I'm a real piece of work, aren't I?
EVEN LIL SEREN IS DISTRAUGHT. D:
I'm going to go play LeafGreen and go to bed... maybe the wangst will go away some in the morning while I'm getting ready for the Senior pictures (OMB) on Monday. I have to wax and color and check makeup and jewelry...
I'M GOING TO BED BEFORE I THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE GOODNIGHT
P.S. Wordsnatcher you should totally join the RP. Seriously, I think it's going to be a lot of fun even with my EPIC FAIL RPing skills. There's several people on already...
wordsnatcher, you should totally join me as a Rocket Spy. Together, we could rule the galaxy!!
...as sisters :)
Also, my little brother just got glasses! ^_^ He's so fraking adorable!
To be fair, I was trying to get it out, but my brain kept stumbling along like a zombie and wasn't sure what to write sometimes.
I also was reading something blackjackrocket posted, and after some back and forth, my emotions suddenly went on a rant about the psychologically abuse I suffered through most of my school years. So that kind of triggered a mini-break down :/
Not her fault, of course, if anyone's fault it would be my own for not being more careful as I wrote.
So, I'll see if I can kick it out later today. I really will try. And I'll even try to make it good (no telling if I will succeed).
But for now, I need to relax with Leaf Green and go to sleep- breakdowns completely drain my energy.
We're pretty much snowed in.
Technically, we could leave if we wanted to, but the road conditions are absolutely terrible.
We even had to cancel service.
So yeah. Welcome to Georgia,
home to freak weather conditions.
I'ma gonna go eat something, then I think I'll work on my stories and then go play STO (Star Trek Online).
WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN.
I'm actually rather happy about it. It's not that cold, and
But then again, an inch of snow paralyzes Atlanta, as they say.
That's because we're like "Crap, how do we drive in this stuff", for the most part.
Also, we have no machines to make it go away like, say, WS and Grey_Saturday's necks of the woods do.
it snowed where my grandparents live.
WTF?! O_O Snow is pretty much unheard of there...
Well, we get a white Valentine's Day...which is actually nice when you think about it.
TOO BAD I HAVE NO ONE TO CELEBRATE IT WITH D=
Bet you $5 we have a small audience at Synagogue tomorrow.
I'm hoping to have a few V-Day fics done, and I came up with a cute, fluffy one in the store. Not romantic, but it'll be adorable. :3 Keep an eye out for it!
Gotta go cook food for Sabbath, post more later!
But at least I LIVE!
Now I need to read and reply to the 40+ replies to my Pokemon post... SO MUCH LOVE! :3
Working on Candy now. I really want to get it out before/on the 14th... not your everyday Valentine's fic, though! ^^
Post more later, I need to go eat something... *stomach growls*
Giovanni: *rare wibble moment* ;_; My little girl's growing up...
Seren: Oh dear bob, he was like this for the other five girls too... *facepalm*
*hangs head* I'm such a nerd...
Trying to finish Candy in time for Valentine's Day... I hope I can... which means I actually have to work on it O_o
I'm going to try to eat something light, like soup...hopefully I don't lose it later...
Why do I want children again?????????????
Basically, how this works is I'm in the middle of being an extrovert and an introvert. So I swing between the two, sometimes for a little bit, sometimes for months.
Apparently I'm on an introversion streak right now. A week or so ago, I was still in extroversion mode, now... not so much.
Hopefully it's just from lack of sleep that's making it so bad.
Off to work Powerpoint and songs...
EDIT: NEVERMIND, someone brought me BLUEBERRIES =D
*bad mood vanishes*
Yum, rice pudding and cheesecake...
*calls dibs on turtle cheesecake*
Also, apparently it's bar/bat mitzvah season, because we've had 3-4 of them in the past 5 weeks. Today's bar mitzvah, Sergio, actually traces his Jewish blood to Spain like we do...though he actually looks Castillian, while we look Irish =P
Which means we're probably related somewhere back there.
Off to finish setting songs up. Later!
EDIT: Hooray, we got two new families joining tonight! =D Congrats Sergio and family, and Lisa & Andy! [/rhyme]
I suppose I have both N. Italy and S. Italy on my teeth now :P
Went to Classy-Finds (a thrift store) and found, no kidding, Griffin candle holders.
Mother-effin Griffin Candleholders.
The idiot who was selling them (not the store people, they're sweethearts) wanted, like, $30 for them. Debra (the owner of the store) said he seemed like the type pf person who would want to sell them for $100. Haha.
Since I was already buying some stuff, and I had store credit, she gave them to me for $20. And I had $16 store credit... $4!
They're gorgeous little brass ones,
On a related, but less awesome note, I got a Unicorn candle holder as well. It's kind of cool, but it's not a frickin' grffin.
And a perfume pourer/coffee pot/not quite sure brass thing that's definitely from the Middle East...I vaguely remember them from Saudi.
Also, I went to Super-H mart, and they had Hi-Chew. But not just any Hi-Chew, MANGO Hi-Chew.
It's like Israel had delicious fruit flavored babies with Japan. =D
I'll see about posting more pics later, mayhaps. I need a shower, then I'm going to go play Dragon Age while keeping an eye for updates. :P
Almost 10 *AHEM* hours.
I'm using that comp as a gaming/back up one, since this one has less than a gig of free space left... and I have no idea why it's that low O_o
Eventually this will be my school laptop again, but I'm going to move a bunch of stuff over to make sure I don't lose anything first.
I'm going to go relax on Dragon Age again for a bit, then I'm going to work more on my math...
I hate math.
How does everyone like the new look?
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd it's kind of wonky.
So please excuse construction while I figure out what the *AHEM* I am doing...
Currently: Trying to figure out why the hell my Hebrew isn't on the header pic.... @_@
EDIT: Alright, just changed the layout on the pic... How does everyone like the new look? I kind of wish the text wasn't so tiny...
I'll play around more later...